Board Thread:Middle Earth Roleplay Board/@comment-26184570-20150907151941/@comment-26863727-20150915203002

Thanatos ignored his brain's demands for air, and spoke. "I...was right.... you are more like me...than you will admit.... you...kill me and you...will fall. You will fall! I..." He suddenly stopped talking, but he wasn't dead or unconscious. His eyes glaze over, and it seems like he's looking at something that is simultaneously very far away and very close. Have his eyes suddenly become gray around the edges, or are you seeing things? You are not seeing things. His eyes are definitely changing color.

Thanatos' heart felt... lighter, somehow. Memories, came flooding back, that he had thought were gone ages ago. A name, which he had barely remembered for over ten thousand years, suddenly came to the forefront of his mind. Jorus Colton. Happy memories of his time as a Gray force user before he went full Dark came, too. Was this the Force wanting him to be happy before he died, or something? Wait, why was he planning to do all of these horrible things? Come to that, why was he no longer thinking of himself solely as the Sith Lord Thanatos? Because he wasn't just Thanatos. He was Jorus Colton too. He remembered it all now; his entire past life. The Jedi Order. Leaving it. Meeting...Kira. He had loved her. And what had he done? He had killed her. All because he went Dark. This wasn't the Force wanting him to die happy; this was the Force giving him a second chance. And he would take it! He'd turn off of this evil path.

Thanatos' eyes are fully gray now. His skin is no longer that sickly gray color.